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this blog is one outlet that i have for my thoughts and emotions, an online journal if you will. it is my life, or that is what it has become. i started out with not knowing what i wanted it to be. at first it was a place to just relay some funny things going on in my life like the Chick-Fil-A Chronicles. then it turned in to a place to post quizzes and the like that i thought amusing as time has gone on i have shared much of my person life. and after a few years of writing i realized what this blog is about. it is about me. all these thing that i have written about are about "where i am in my life".

* note - i almost never capitalize anything and i do not spell very well, and my grammar is not the best.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Ending 2010

we the end of the year is nigh, i have been absent most of the year. it has been a difficult year with the kids, and being part of 4 weddings, changing jobs, etc.

the kids are doing well and though we have had are ups and downs, we seem to be getting through it all. i am loving the new job. i like working days and i am really busy, which is a nice change. i still have a lot to learn, and that is what i love the most.

i have decided that i do not want to start any kind of relationship anytime soon. i am leaving that in Gods hands; His plan, in His time. but that does not help with the loneliness and the depression that i experience. i have been depressed a lot this last year, and that is why i have not been writing.

plans for this next year:

-i hope to work towards getting out of debt.
-also my daughter graduates this year. i have that to plan for.
-some of my brothers friends and i are planning a trip to New York state this next fall/winter to see him.
-also i plan to start writing. i do not know that it will be on this site though. i have some story ideas that i really want to start working on. i just have to find the time to work on it. i have about 4 story ideas in my head, all of which would have to take place in different universes. one of them could easily turn into several books.

anyway, i hope ever one that is out there is doing well. i will try to be around more.
Posted by mrtool at 13:11
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1 comments:

  1. I know how hard it is to be a parent and alone. I don't want to fall into a bad relationship just to try to feel better. I'm thinking that you feel the same way.

    I too had a hard year and am looking forward to a nice quiet year without spending time in a hospital watching a loved on die.

    I'm glad to hear that you have a new job that you like.

    Kids seem to give us the up and downs and we as parents will handle it with a lack of grace and balance as always.

    Keep rolling with it all and God bless.

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