Sleep

must have sleep. i have totally hosed up my sleep schedule. friday i fell asleep during the day like normal. then got up and did my running around. friday night i fell asleep again about 1 am and woke up at 3am then fell a sleep again at 8 am, just to wake at 1 pm. then fell asleep again at 6 pm and woke at 8 pm. then stayed up all night and most of the day. finally getting to bed at 1 pm and woke up at 9 pm and went to work.

so this morning when i got off work i went and got 2 new tires, i got home around 11 somthing and into bed at 11:30. got a call at 11:45 to move some couches for a guy that i know. i do not know why i did not say no. but as it turns out the guy that called is the guy that leads the DnD group that i am a part of. he also happens to be the brother-in-law of the lady that i really like. also i was moving the couches with her father and brother. we moved 4 couches and then had lunch. at her parents house with her mom.

oh and now her brother is joining the DnD group and since they live just down the street from me i am going to pick him up and take him to DnD on fridays. what i would really like to know is how i keep getting wrapped up with her and her family. the reason i say that is even though i really like her, she does not seem interested in me. so i am trying to keep a safe distance in order to protect my heart from getting hurt. i guess i really need to learn to say no.